I'm just so confused right now.
I feel like I'm just wasting time.
It's hard not to be selfish and do what I want to do instead of what God wants. I don't like being torn in two. Yet it's so hard to let go of what feels safe and comfortable.
I miss the way things were three years ago. I miss not having these cares that I now carry. I miss not having these aches. These bloody indecisions.
I just want what God wants, but why does it always have to be so uncomfortable?
Guess that all I can do is ride it out a little longer and hope that it works out.
Sometimes, being a Christian really sucks.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
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You said it, bro.
waiting is hard, and waiting on God is hard. God says its worth it though, so all we can do is trust in him.
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