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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Confused

I'm just so confused right now.

I feel like I'm just wasting time.

It's hard not to be selfish and do what I want to do instead of what God wants. I don't like being torn in two. Yet it's so hard to let go of what feels safe and comfortable.

I miss the way things were three years ago. I miss not having these cares that I now carry. I miss not having these aches. These bloody indecisions.

I just want what God wants, but why does it always have to be so uncomfortable?

Guess that all I can do is ride it out a little longer and hope that it works out.

Sometimes, being a Christian really sucks.

1 comment:

Donovon Carter said...

You said it, bro.
waiting is hard, and waiting on God is hard. God says its worth it though, so all we can do is trust in him.