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Saturday, February 23, 2008

Favorite Directors Series: #1

This post is in honor of my favorite (and arguably the greatest) filmmaker of all time:

Andrei Tarkovsky




More than just a filmmaker, Tarkovsky is a poet, philosopher and overall artistic genius. His visual style and highly thought provoking films are something to be admired. He deserves a place in film history for years to come.


His first film Ivan's Childhood is a masterful debut. Though some may say it's not on par with his later works, it still remains a beautiful film about the loss of innocence in an increasingly hostile world.






Ivan's Childhood was the first Tarkovsky film I ever saw and I was instantly drawn to hid style (especially in the visual sense). His use of contrasting darkness and light as well as his somewhat disjointed style of storytelling intrigued me.


The second film from Tarkorvsky that I saw was Stalker, which did nothing short of blowing my mind. The tale of a man who is called a Stalker who leads two other men through this mysterious area called The Zone. Somewhere inside this Zone (it is rumored) lies a room that, upon entering, grants you your deepest desire.






One of the first films to keep me awake at night, I pondered it for days going over scenes in my head and using all the brain power I had to figure out what it was saying. And to this day I still don't think I fully understand it.


Stalker is like a work of art. You can pause the DVD at any time and it would just look as if some wonderful painter had worked his magic on your television screen.

As well as being chock full of interesting themes to stir around in your head such as the purpose of faith, the worth of living and the necessity of the unknown. My favorite film from an amazing filmmaker.


Solyaris is a slow film. It's even slower than Kubrick's similar 2001: A Space Odyssey. It is the story of a man who is sent to a space station that hovers over the mysterious planet of Solyaris. He is sent there to investigate some strange goings-on in the station. When he arrives he is shocked by the reappearance of his dead wife. Although he soon comes to find that it isn't his wife at all; just a projection of her from the planet Solyaris.







This film is one of the most difficult I have ever watched - in a good way. Featuring some of the most amazing visual imagery of all time, as well as what is one of the most shocking endings of all time.


The Mirror is the true definition of art on film. It's the story of a faceless protagonists life that we are told through a series of dream and flashback sequences. It's a film that you basically aren't allowed to understand; but the awe inspiring visuals are enough to distract you away from the fact that you have no clue whats happening.






Strangely enough, even though I didn't know what was going on, I was still moved emotionally by this film. And when I finished it I went straight to the computer to rate it 10/10 for being one of the most beautiful things to ever be committed to film.


The surreal manner in which this film was presented, shot and even paced was like I'd never seen before. Tarkovsky is able to take us on a journey and if one can forget their perceptions of traditional narrative; allowing themselves to be swept away by the emotional experience of this film, it is quite rewarding.

Andrei Rublev is a story of an icon painter in the 15th Century. We watch as he goes on a spiritual journey in the midst of endless fighting between rival Princes and by Tatar invasions.


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Though it clocks in at almost four hours, I was never bored or impatient. In typical hypnotic and meditative Takovsky fashion, Andrei's story was painted like one of the painters works of art. Of course, visually fascinating and emotionally rich. It is this ability of Tarkovsky's that made him such a genius in film making.

The manner in which Tarkovsky depicted spiritual depravity and hunger for something beyond oneself was highly relatable to my life. It was a film about the fragility of faith, and how easily moved to doubt humans can be. A powerful statement. Plus, this films ending should be placed on lists among the greats.

Finally, The Sacrifice was Tarkovsky's final film and one of his most confusing.

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The story of a man named Alexander. On his birthday, suddenly it is announced that the third World War has broken out. In his fear and desperation, he cries out to God and asks him to end the war. He says that he will sacrifice everything: his family, friends, home and beloved son, if only the war will stop.

I had difficulty with this film. Something about it made it hard to connect and even more difficult to grasp than Tarkovsky's other work. Technically, the film is a triumph. Filled with long takes and rich symbolism this is one that I'll roll around in my head for many weeks to come.

I love Tarkovsky for many reasons. His depth, subtlety, use of symbolism, visual style, etc. are admirable and well crafted. He is a genius of the art of film. I think what draws me the most to his work, however, is his emotional complexity and resonance. Every one of his films, in some way, moved me and/or made me re-examine my life. Heck, Stalker changed my entire perception on the meaning of faith.

As I grow older and have kids of my own, I want to introduce them to Tarkovksy because he's really not worth missing. I would highly recommend- if you have the time, patience, and will to put thought into a film experience- to check him out. There's a lot there if one is willing to find it.


UP NEXT: Stanley Kubrick

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

A survey that is fun...

Here's how it works:
1. Go to www.photobucket.com (don't sign in)
2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box
3. Use only the first page
4. Copy the html and paste for the answer


1. What's your name?
Bradley

hellz yeah. haha



2. What's your favorite thing to do?
Film




4. What is your relationship status?
I dont know

:)



5. What is your favorite color?

red





6. Who is your celebrity crush?

Girl crush:

Amanda Bynes

Man crush (wink):

John Krasinski

(don't freak out, I kid.)



7. What band/artist are you listening to right now?

james blunt



8.What is your favorite movie?


Cinema Paradiso





9.What is your favorite Disney Princess?

Pocahontas




10. Name your favorite beverage?

dr. pepper



11. Where do you want to live?


New york


12. What is your favorite dessert?

Ice Cream




14. What do you love most in life?

(Besides God, who is a given)

film




15. One word to describe yourself?

passionate

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Mr. Jones and me...

"And you said I know that this will hurt,
but if I don't break your heart things will just get worse.
If the burden seems too much to bear;
remember, the end will justify the pain it took to get us there."

Those are words that I've lived my life by. Even though Relient K has some flaws in their music, it's the honest way that Matt Thiessien writes that I enjoy so much.

I mean, those lyrics have literally saved my life.

God has brought me through some things... and there is still stuff that we're struggling through. At least this time around I know for sure that he's there. And the end WILL justify the pain that it's taking to get there.

I just wish I wasn't so aimless right now...

"Let it all out,
get it all out,
rip it out, remove it.
Don't be alarmed when the wound begins to bleed."

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Random thoughts for Valentine's Day, 2008

It's odd.

Last year on Valentines Day I was confused and bitter so I was staunchly against everything this holiday represents.

However, this year since I'm not confused or bitter, it honestly hasn't bothered me. And any holiday where I get candy is alright by me.

I get why this holiday means something to some people. And one day it will mean something to me too.

Another highlight of this week is that I've started getting into a new band: The Polyphonic Spree. They're so awesome because it's compromised of about twenty or so members and they're like a techno choir of a sort. It's so awesome.

And before I go I want to make one more statement: the space bar on this keyboard I'm using completely sucks.
The end.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Thoughts for the Day - 2/10/2008

It's funny how God convicts us of things. This past week has been hectic, stressful and all around insane. However, I don't think I can recall once acknowledging God and just taking time to be in His presence, worshiping Him.

So today I'm in church, and all I can think about is how tired I am (haven't slept well this week). All of a sudden God starts convicting me. I started to really think about my week and I realized that I hadn't given Him the time of day this week.

So I had to do some major praying about that.

It's strange though, how easy it is to ignore God. I can be having the worst week of my life or the best week of my life. Yet, I don't acknowledge God moving in my life. I don't often just stop and lift up a quick prayer. I don't listen out for His voice. I don't think to go in my room for a little while and just worship.

I started feeling really sad about that. I tried to put myself in God's shoes and understand how it must feel to be ignored. And I must say that it probably hurts Him quite badly.

I love God so much. He has been doing so many things in my life over the past few months and I haven't stopped to take time to thank Him?

It makes me angry at myself. I'm just glad that God is forgiving and is willing to forget.

I intend to change this manner of living. I want to start spending more time soaking up God's presence and living life with Him as the focus.

"I am the way, follow Me and take My hand.
I am the truth, embrace Me and you'll understand.
I am the life, and through Me you'll live again.
For I am love."

Saturday, February 2, 2008

Smells like Ike.

So, since I enjoy ranking things and I know what I like (and I don't love things equally) I decided that I would list my TOP 30 Favorite Songs.

I hate when I ask people what their favorite song is and they go: "LIKE OMG I DON'T HAVE A FAVORITE SONG! I LIKE WAY TOO MANY EQUALLY!" I think that's bullcrap. And so I shall list my top thirty favorite songs of all time. Without reasons. As you can see it is Arcade Fire heavy but I really love them. A lot.

1. Tiny Dancer - Elton John
2. Deathbed - Relient K
3. Sleeping Lessons - The Shins
4. Black Wave/ Bad Vibrations - The Arcade Fire
5. Time - Pink Floyd
6. Don't Let the Sun Go Down On Me- Elton John
7. A Wolf at the Door (It Girl. Rag Doll) - Radiohead
8. Black Mirror - The Arcade Fire
9. In the Middle - Mat Kearney
10. California Justice - Five for Fighting
11. Sound of Pulling Heaven Down - Blue October
12. Wish You Were Here - Pink Floyd
13. Intervention - The Arcade Fire
14. Wonder - Chris Rice
15. A Long December - Counting Crows
16. Levon - Elton John
17. Broadway - Goo Goo Dolls
18. New Slang - The Shins
19. When I Go Down - Relient K
20. Wake Up - The Arcade Fire
21. Goodbye Yellow Brick Road- Elton John
22. Crucify - Tori Amos
23. Into the West - Annie Lennox
24. Calling You- Blue October
25. Australia - The Shins
26. Turn on Me - The Shins
27. My Body is a Cage - The Arcade Fire
28. Movin' Out (Anthony's Song) - Billy Joel
29. Must Have Done Something Right - Relient K
30. Antichrist Television Blues- The Arcade Fire

There you have it. I also decided to rank bands/artists and I think I would put it like this:

Bands:

1. The Shins
2. The Arcade Fire
3. Relient K
4. Radiohead
5. Blue October
6. Pink Floyd
7. Goo Goo Dolls
8. Counting Crows
9. Shiny Toy Guns
10. Muse

Artists:

1. Elton John
2. Mat Kearney
3. Five for Fighting (John Ondrasik)
4. Chris Rice
5. Tori Amos
6. Billy Joel
7. Imogen Heap
8. Dashboard Confessional (Chris Carraba)
9. Johnny Cash
10. Brandi Carlile